- My Early Morning Thoughts....

Aug 24, '07 2:54 PM
for everyone

~ It just come pouring out of my head simply because....

I miss you but you dont
I love you but you dont
I care about you but you dont

Have I murder your soul?
Have I kill your spirit?

Last I checked you're doing great
I guess you just like being that sadistic!
Last I remember is your sweet face
I guess you're just a regular S.O.B!!!

~~~~

I miss you but do you even think of me
I love you but do you even remember anything of me
I care about you but do you even care If I still breathe

Have you gone cold?

Tonight I pray... happiness be with him
Tomorrow I pray... peace company his soul
Always always I pray... Love surround his heart

~~~~

Your voice I can still hear in my head
Your laugh I can still feel in my heartbeat
Your smile I can picture in my eyes
Your sadness I can still touch in my tears

Your every wisdom I carry with me to guide me
Your weakness I carry with me to strengthen me
Your laughter I carry with me to lighten the burden in me
Your stories I carry with me to liven the spirit in me

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Every steps I make filled with memories of you
Every words I spoke filled with thoughts of you
Every tears fell down my face filled with missing you
Every laughter shared with friends filled with wishing its with you

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Here I am... alone and lonely
Here I am... my soul naked.. my spirit empty
Here I am... my emotions tangled.. my heart aching

There you are... surrounded and happy
There you are... at peace and full of spirit
There you are... emotions drunk but your heart healing

Where I am... is where I should be and how I always feel
Where you are ... is where you should be how I pray you'll always feel

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serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 24, '07

penuhcinta wrote on Aug 24, '07

Aduh....siapa sih cowok yang kau cintai itu? Brad Pitt-kah?

riawibhawa wrote on Aug 24, '07

orang yang mencintai kamu
tidak pernah mampu memberikan alasan
kenapa dia mencintai kamu

yang dia tahu .....
di hati dan di matanya
hanya ada kamu seorang ...

riawibhawa wrote on Aug 24, '07

walau kamu telah memiliki
teman istimewa atau kekasih
saya tidak akan peduli ....

yang penting bagi saya
kamu bahagia .....
dan kamu tetap
menjadi impian saya....

riawibhawa wrote on Aug 24, '07

jika suatu saat
kamu merindukan dia ....

dia akan ada
menunggu kamu ...

karena sebenarnya
dia tak pernah mencari orang lain ...

dia senantiasa menunggu kamu

riawibhawa wrote on Aug 24, '07

untukmu ..
yang terbaik selalu untukmu...
semoga ini akan indah selamanya...

seindah lyric syair dan lagu yang selalu
kau nyanyikan dengan petikan gitar ...

yang baik, bukannya yang selalu bersama kita...
tapi yang baik ...adalah yang bisa mengerti

dan selalu menjadi senyum untuk-ku ...
walaupun terpisah jarak ...

riawibhawa wrote on Aug 24, '07

andai cinta bukan milik kita .....

aku rela kamu pergi.

tapi jika engkau memang ditakdirkan untuk aku

jangan biarkan aku ditinggal sepi

tanpa kamu di sisiku ...

- ayat cinta -

riawibhawa wrote on Aug 24, '07

salahkah aku jika cemburu

salahkah aku karena merajuk

salahkah aku karena marah ...

semua perasaan itu bukan aku yang pinta

tapi karena aku .... Mencintaimu

riawibhawa wrote on Aug 24, '07

“ Janganlah kau khawatir dengan yang kemarin, karena semua sudah lewat ... Janganlah kau risau dengan yang akan datang besok, karena belum sampai ..... Hiduplah tanpa nostalgia dan harapan .... satu-satunya milikmu adalah waktu sekarang "

serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 24, '07

penuhcinta said

Aduh....siapa sih cowok yang kau cintai itu? Brad Pitt-kah?

Doraemon! hihihihi

serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 24, '07

Sayang Ria..... buat Pagi ini yah....

Last night thoughts of you before I sleep
This morning prays to you before I go

How is it I still feel like a dweeb?
When I already know for a fact you have let me go

Question comes to me every steps of my feet
The answers I already have and it is to let you go...

I already know I should stop feeling like shit
but I couldnt help it and its bugging me more and more

God... when will I stop feeling like this
God... help me cause I couldnt take it anymore

artistgirl wrote on Aug 24, '07

you know u shud stop feeling like shit...you know it..

but you cant deny it,if you still wishing about him....

thats feeling is okay for a while but not for a long time...

Girl..you still can dreaming...you still can hoping....Time will cure u...

you dont have to stop feeling like shit..coz you cant...

Girl...when a man go and let you down like Shit...then he is S.O.B

hellmeed wrote on Aug 24, '07

*giving u a very very big hugs*

riawibhawa wrote on Aug 24, '07

serenitysolitude said

dua orang cinta-ku .......... sorry bgt yah pagi ini sayang gak bisa nemenin kalian .........

kalian berdua sehat dan jangan punya rasa apa2 lagi, lupain semua .... semua .....

sexy gurl ............. yakin aja, hari ini lebih baik dari kemarin dan

besok pasti lebih baik lagi dr hari ini, ok ......... doa sayang tuk kamu yah ..

hot gurl .......... baik2 kamu disana, jangan cari wine lagi .... tapi kalo dingin yah boleh-lah,

kapan2 sayang temenin kamu yah .....doa sayang selalu tuk kamu juga ...

riawibhawa wrote on Aug 24, '07

artistgirl said

glitter-graphics.com

asli bgt mel dan eny ................ aku cinta dan sayang sama kalian berdua ............................:D

*peluk-cium*

serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 24, '07

artistgirl said

Girl...when a man go and let you down like Shit...then he is S.O.B

oui.....

serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 24, '07

hellmeed said

*giving u a very very big hugs*

*hugs too*

serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 24, '07

riawibhawa said

besok pasti lebih baik lagi dr hari ini, ok ......... doa sayang tuk kamu yah ..

*tetep semangat* lho... ini buat nemenin bobo... hehehe

serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 24, '07

riawibhawa said

aku cinta dan sayang sama kalian berdua ............................:D

DIDO.......

artistgirl wrote on Aug 24, '07

riawibhawa said

glitter-graphics.com

asli bgt mel dan eny ................ aku cinta dan sayang sama kalian berdua ............................:D

*peluk-cium*

LOve you Too sis Ria.....

*have a great weekend...peluk cium*

caramelfreeze wrote on Aug 24, '07

whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I can see him in your head in your heart in your mind, he scratched you reaaaal deep.......

bacht wrote on Aug 25, '07

hai...=)

serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 25, '07

caramelfreeze said

whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I can see him in your head in your heart in your mind, he scratched you reaaaal deep.......

as deep as the ocean ... as black as his soul ....

serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 25, '07

bacht said

hai...=)

OLA... *smiling*

faisal977 wrote on Aug 25, '07

we all love girls and girls all love boys and etsc............

indocalita wrote on Aug 25, '07

Kakak................BIG BIG HUGS for U.................

*I believe u'll pass all of this things.......I'll always be here for you........

serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 25, '07

Buat Ade Sayangku......

People come and go in our life and shake our heart to the ground
They either break it or mend it.....
Just remember that we we're once loved
and that is enough for us live by....

My dear sister...

You are forever in my heart
You are forever in my mind...
As the one who makes my heart warm
As the one who makes my spirit smile

and that is enough for me lived by.....

indocalita wrote on Aug 26, '07

*speechless.......